Baby on board?

Having a decision of having a baby is kind of principal. It is not something you could decide so easily.

As for myself, i have to admit a little bit of myself wanting to have a baby while a huge part of myself screaming that I am not ready yet.

While actually, this has been a burden for me since I have been married for a year and yet, my parents, grandparents and in laws have questioning the same old questions over and over again.

*sigh*

For me, having a baby is not a simple thing to do. You have to think and decide precisely about almost every aspects in your life, since you will be welcoming a new member of the family in your life.

You also need an adaptation. Start thinkig about what your child needs or wants in your home or in short: your daily environment have to be adjusted. You have to share your own comfort zone with your child.

*another sigh*

Well..


Someday, I promise to myself, I will be a loving mom to my children. When that time comes, it could be this year or next year or so, I hopefully will be ready.